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May
21, 2004
By
Katherine Thompson Jackson, SCPS ’04
My childhood dream was to attend the University of Virginia
after high school. But in 1969, that was not a reality for
this poor,
black girl from Albemarle County. Today, however, it is a
different story, and in May, I will be among roughly 5,000
undergraduate,
graduate and professional students receiving degrees from
the University of Virginia.
The prospect of earning a U.Va degree began for me in the
early 1990s. Sondra Stallard, not yet dean of the School
of Continuing
and Professional Studies, predicted that the University would
soon offer an adult-degree program. In the fall of 1999,
Stallard announced
that the State Council of Higher Education for Virginia had
approved the creation of such a program. The resulting
Bachelor of Interdisciplinary
Studies program at U.Va. opened the door for me and other
adult students seeking a four-year degree and the honor
of walking
down the Lawn in confirmation of completing our undergraduate
education.
I enrolled in U.Va.’s 2000 summer session to complete the
12 credits of science and math requirements, prior to entering
the BIS program. I decided to confront my fear of numbers by enrolling
in the College of Arts & Sciences’ three-credit “Introduction
to Statistics” course. After the first day of class, two
things were clear: I was totally lost, and I didn’t know
how to ask some of the brightest young people in the country for
help. I needed more time to prepare for this new venture. I requested
time off, and my supervisor, Carol Wood, allowed me to take leave
from work. The good news was that for 12 weeks I could devote about
eight hours a day to studying statistics; the bad news was that
this course wasn’t going to help me overcome my aversion
to working with numbers — it would reinforce it.
My coursework included classes from the College
of Arts & Sciences,
as well as from the BIS program. I knew early on, my academic transcript
would look no different than students much younger than me.
As I planned my progression through the program, I faced
time constraints that included balancing the rest of
my life as
an adult with family
responsibilities, and my full-time work in University
Relations.
As an adult student I was challenged by concerns that
were different from traditional students in the College.
Because
I lived about
25 miles from the University, for example, I was unable
to make early Sunday and late-night group meetings.
There was another concern: I was attending one of the
finest institutions in the country, and that fact
was daunting.
Luckily, as a mother
I had honed skills that enabled me to succeed as
a student. Discipline, perseverance and prayer had helped
get me
through the years of
raising four energetic teenagers, and I returned
to
those strengths. By spring of 2001, my math and science
requirements
had been
completed, and I mapped out a three-year graduation
timeline.
About halfway through the program, I began to think
about the Capstone Project, a thesis-like paper
that all BIS
students are required
to write. The BIS program describes it as the culminating
academic
activity of the program, which provides students
with an opportunity to integrate academic accomplishments
and professional
interests.
Even though I felt my classes had prepared me to
go forward, I approached the capstone experience
with
apprehension.
(One student
described the experience as “haunting me like a wolf howling
in the dark.”) According to BIS guidelines, I should expect
to be “fully engaged in the work.” But how many pages
define fully engaged? After many revisions and valuable assistance
from my mentor, assistant professor of religious studies Cory D.
Walker, my paper was completed, signaling the end of my undergraduate
experience.
I am often asked what inspired me to return to
school after finishing my associate’s degree at Piedmont Virginia Community College
a decade ago. PVCC was the beginning of a journey instilled in
me by my mother years ago. Because I was the only girl among four
boys, I was expected to do well in every aspect of my life. My
mother — a domestic worker without a high school education — embraced
education. Often at the end of the day, I would find her curled
up in her bed reading a book. She died when I was 12 years old,
but I promised myself that I would fulfill her wishes to become
educated.
I am the first in my family to complete a bachelor’s degree,
and I hope this will inspire my two daughters and two sons. I hope
that I have instilled in them and their children what my mother
wanted for me: a good education.
Following graduation I will take a week off
to rest at the beach with my husband and
children. (I didn’t tell them I would
be bringing a supply of books that I have been waiting a couple
of years to read.)
Then I will return to my position in University
Relations.
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